Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Love Is Blind

Love is blind.
These are my confessions:

She is someone special,and no one can replace. Mom you always were, the perfect fan.

The phone rings in the middle of the night.

Better know your friends. Or you will get burned.

I done been through the pain and the sorrow. You turned my friends against me. I remember the days we shared our secrets,

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.
When we first met I never felt something so strong. There is never a day that passes by I don't think of you.

When I look at you my mind goes on a trip. Like the clouds you drift me away, far away.

I should have known right from the start You'd go and break my heart. It's been proven, my love you abusing. And no one knows why I’m into you.

These lies are leading me astray it’s too much for me to stay. He was a cheater, an idiot, who did not know what he had. I am so sick of everything you say to me. Every sentence’s nothing but a bloody lie .Wish we could switch up the roles.

That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet.

Hey, yo I don’t even know you and I hate you

What made you fall for him?

What you think is love, is truly not.

And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

I feel so used, because of you
I wish I could I could have quit you.I wish I never missed you.

How could you do this to me?

I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up. My heart has holes. You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes? My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?

Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.
There were days when the sun was so cruelThat all the tears turned to dust

But when you touch me like thisAnd you hold me like thatI just have to admitThat it's all coming back to me.
And whenever you tried to hurt me I just hurt you even worse.

I miss all the little things. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee, the scent and the feel of him. How I'd fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I ache with longing.

1 comment:

  1. Nice job--I like the opening two lines very much, especially the way the second sets up the piece. And the last paragraph is wonderful too, really reads quite differently than song lyrics usually do, possibly because it seems so matter of fact. I do feel that there is more interesting juxtaposition in the first half (the movement between lines is a bit more jarring), whereas the second half seems to homogenize a bit (the lines are more consistently on a singular topic).

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